I am back in the studio. Not the arena. New dances, no horses. For the past thirteen years, I have been dancing with horses. That work is still extant, but I am drawn back to the theater. For the first time in that many years, I am making solo work and duet work. It feels exhilarating, wild, unhinged in the sense that the horse is not there to shape things, to create a certain kind of boundary, intention and necessity for the work.
I have been doing Authentic Movement more too. Setting my witness-goddesses in the corner, and letting them hold the space, hold me. There is weeping, There is opening, there is stillness and darkness and light and quiet.
When I was teaching at Boston University in September, a student asked me where I start. How do I begin a dance? I liked that question, and reached back all the way to the beginning of making work for answers that were as varied as an elephant is from a mouse. An image, a feeling in the body, a poem, a painting, some music, a dancer’s movement, something observed, something read, something felt, a place, a journey, a memory, a fragment of gesture that keeps interrupting, demanding. Something quiet, something loud, something big, something small. Welcome all.
I am letting myself be called now. Maybe it is that I am older, but I am surrendering to these calls more easily now, letting myself be shaped, asking fewer questions, and allowing the wild body to speak.